Suicidal ? Why?
•The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.
Juliette Lewis •
Today I was having a conversation with someone very close to me. By close, I mean a family member. She was telling how much she wishes she would die. Her story of how many times she almost committed suicide amazed me. And every time someone would stop her. This was crazy to me considering she has a child. I mean her story isn’t the best one considering of how much she’s been through. She’s an orphan, her mom died when she was 2 years old and six months later her sister passed away and 9 years later her dad passed away. She had to live with her grandma. Tragic story. How crazy is this? At a very young age she has been through more than some people can say. At 25 with a child and without a job or a degree, She feels like her best option in life is to die. I ask her this, ” What about your daughter?” She answered “She has a father, she’s going to be alright.”
I look at her in disbelief knowing that the man has no job and still lives with his parents. Is that the kind life you want for your kid? I mean life is hard and all but what about her? Don’t you wish she had a better one? You guys think I don’t try to understand her life? I do but at the same time I couldn’t get why she would leave her child behind.
You know what’s crazy to me is she is such a happy person, always laughing and telling jokes. That just shows, you don’t know what people go through in their daily life.
I am deeply sorry that’s how she feels or felt at the time but life is naturally hard, people need to be able to corporate with things. If you are here on earth, that means God have a plan for you, don’t be discouraged.
My goal writing this was to tell of you, that you are not alone and things will get better. There’s so much to live in life so please do NOT put an end to your life because of problems or not having people in your life. You are not alone. You have people that cares about you. You might not know it but it’s the true.
So many times I feel Like I don’t inspire others or not doing anything serious with my life to empower others. I feel like that with the blog BUT God always sends me a sign. When I write these blogs telling my personal stories with the ONLY mindset that I’ll touch someone and I hope I’ve been doing it.
There’s a beautiful world out there go see it, explore it. Give your life a meaning by finding something .
Be BRAVE !!! Sending you lovesbugs lots of love 💋
Love, Lady Sergine🌹💋