I’ve really been in love twice in my life. No more than that. I don’t consider anything that happened in my life to be a mistake. I call them “lessons😫”. Besides that, I only have one regret of not making things right with one ex.
You know when you feel like there’s a connection with someone but in reality it’s in your head and you even experience all of the avenues of that relationship with the person. And it’s not till after going into these avenues you see they aren’t the person for you or you’re not for them. The idea of you dating seems perfect due the fact y’all are close or known Each other forever? I have this person in my life where I felt like we had a connection for years that wouldn’t go anywhere seriously we would always have other people that we are talking too…
However, I’ve decided to close it and let myself meet new people without thinking I’m missing out. Honestly it was a chapter that I needed to close, GLORY to God I did because it felt right. Sometimes you gotta close those Danm chapters, they are literally stopping you from what’s best. Seriously, though Haiti has been great in that sense lol; I’ve had enough time in my hand to eliminate some people 😜.
I’ve met this new person, not my typical guy but something about him got me falling for him (I’m not in love), it’s just that I think he have such a beautiful soul. But as we started to talk and getting to know each other, after a while of us talking He told me that you know you came at the wrong time because if you didn’t I would be asking your mom for you. I thought it was funny at first but veryyyy cute!!! Lol I seriously wonder what my mom would say.
My whole thing for telling this is that I’ve never TRULY realize how much timing is the KEY factor of everything in life. Seriously though guys I’m disappointed lol. Now that I’m getting the things I needed to fix in my life, I’m more open to dating. Let me be clear with this I don’t NEED one though. I’m just saying that my life is getting to this point where I can make place for more.
Back to the story, he asked me something that I thought was crazy. He said, “What if in 4 years we are married. What would you do?” In all honesty, I could see it happening. Which is weird I’m not big into marriages like that. My question is why would God put us in each other lives if we weren’t ready. Like seriously, what’s the LESSON in this? Beside being disappointed and annoyed lol. I’m just wondering. I mean it’s true when they say that people come to your life for a certain reason. In all honesty I want more with him but I will not force anything into happening!!!
I’m happy he was honest with me early on and wasn’t looking into misleading me to anything. That was good, especially now guys out there don’t do that anymore. They much rather mislead you if anything; and after they would blame you for taking it the wrong way. I seriously will keep it in the Friendship zone. That ain’t a problem because that’s my specialty lol. Like one of my Ex would say. Anyhow Wanted share my frustration with y’all.
I’m sightly annoyed at the situation but it’s whatever though, I just hope next time God will put someone whose situation is perfect lol .
Have a blessed weekend ! Xoxo
Lady Sergine 🌹💋